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Ok, I obviously have much to learn about blogging. I used to be so organized and could pull it together in a matter of seconds; but I'm human. Well, that's the excuse I will give myself (for now). I will continue will my blogging; posting as often as possible! That's is the decision that I've come to now that I'm done with college. This is something that I haven't had time to do in months. Maybe I'm saying that blogging/vlogging is therapeutic. I do have to take a moment to vent (Extra Grande VENTi)...... I've become very overwhelmed. There has been many changes over the past few months that a lot of people don't know about. If you have EVER planned a wedding, you will know the stress that comes with it. I've prided myself on composure, I hate to admit that wedding planning has gotten the better of me. I think it is because I have so much going on in the meantime. I'm talking about college, exams, finals, a child + 2 that I'm about to inherit, a job that requires me to work 12 hours shifts either 6p-6a or vice versa in the middle of a shift week, and potential job opportunities that require me to take additional exams (exam anxiety here). On top of that I really try to maintain the household, which doesn't always happen because of the 12 hours shifts back to back. I'm also the caretaker of our yard and I'm sad to say that this year it hasn't gotten the full attention that it has needed. The fiance has helped, however, with me trying to juggle laundry or mowing, one or the other takes the back seat. I'm a big time fitness freak too. All of this business has taken the time from me to where I can't always make it to the gym. Sleep to regain my strength is probably the best thing I've got right now. Alas, a priority of mine is making sure my fiance is happy too. No matter how much it takes I will always do my best to keep him a happy man. So, with all of this going on, someone recently told me that Bourbon could possibly calm my nerves, I'm seriously thinking about it, lol!
